For This Reason

 He let me live. ...He wouldn't let me go. Friends around me were dying, taking their own lives or through accidently overdosing....But He kept pushing me forward - I resisted. I fought. I didn't trust.....But He waited - stood beside me patiently -never forcing me. He made me strong. Now I have to give back  - back to the One who touched me with the power of His gentleness - the power of His touch....on my life. I owe Him. Had it not been for His gentle touch....I would not have survived....... 

Spiritual Sunday "It's Time."

I want so much to be all that He called me to be. I feel horribly inadequate most of the time, but I'm moving forward. I owe Him. I owe Him my life. This past year, I've written what He did, where He brought me from, what nothing else could to do....the freedom, the hope - Only Jesus could take this Jewish girl and make her fly..I never told the horrible things that happened, how I lived, how much I looked to death as a way of obtaining the peace I desperately sought....My book, In the Eye of Deception will be published mid November. I am still afraid of people in my world knowing how awful and bad it was....but my desire to show the touch of His gentleness...the awesomeness of Who He is...what He can do.....is greater than all my fears. It's time.....It's time to tell. Time to show His power....Time to let go of the shame, the secrets.....I've been trying to set up a website if anyone wants to check it out. Any comments or feedback woutd be so appreciated as it's still under construction. Guys, have a Christ centred weekend.  http://www.gentlerecovery.webs.com.

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